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Leaving dA.
I know no one really reads these journals unless you're kind of famous, an interesting person or they're a give away draw for prizes, so I'll keep this pretty short in case you're one of the people who are actually nice enough to read them. I'm deleting my account and leaving deviantART. I've been here for 5 years now and I'm just not feeling it any more. I'm 19, about to head out into the big, bad world by myself and I want to start fresh. I've cut all of my old ties and now I'm deleting all of my old accounts so I can have a clean, online slate before I go (because I'm not going to let anything hold me back where I can control it). I don't
Redbubble and Society6
I caved in. I finally made a Redbubble account and a Society6 account.
I haven't finished uploading everything I've done on there just yet, but it's all recent bits and bobs and I'd like you to check them out pleassse.
I'd really like you to buy something too but I know you won't so tell someone who might, pleassse? I am seriously broke right now and every penny counts.
Redbubble: http://www.redbubble.com/people/materiamaster/shop
Society6: http://society6.com/themateriamaster
The-Exhibit:
Hey guys! Would you mind if I took a moment of your time to ask if you'd check out my new group, The-Exhibit? I created it a few days ago and it's quite different from anything that I've done before - and as far as I know and can tell, here on deviantART too - and I'd love to know what you all think of it! Please give it a quick glance!
#The-Exhibit (https://www.deviantart.com/the-exhibit) <- You can find it right here, and thank you!
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive.
I'm tired.
Too tired.
I can't remember the last time I slept
- when the cogs stopped turning.
I've been drowning in coffee mugs,
to get that 'boost' so I can face the day
that I don't want to see
Will I drown if I don't stop;
would it be such a bad thing?
There is no flow,
no cosmic fate
awaiting "lost, little Becci."
How I wanted to shatter her teeth,
watch them make
constellations
in the red splatters on the floor.
But I... won't.
I will never be what I am in my
heart
head.
I'm just halfway,
halfway through eating myself,
biting my fingers
my lips
- how I wish they didn't tremble -
whilst turning into
deep breaths
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Thank you so much gurl! ^^